Sunday, October 28, 2007

Compromise

I have come to realize that compromise has gotten me into more trouble than it's worth. I have compromised over the years on various things that I shouldn't have. Sex, relationships, school, haircuts, perms, more perms (don't even get me started!). I have just fully realized that in every area I compromised what I really wanted for something that was "easier." It was easier to just finally say "Okay" instead of "I'm waiting for my husband." It was easier to say "This is better than being alone" instead of actually standing up for myself. It was easier to make up excuses than to leave. It was easier to blame him instead of taking responsibility. It was easier to tell the hairdresser that it didn't look lopsided when I looked like Edward Scissorhands had gotten a hold of me.


I know that if I don't stop right now, I will be compromising my way into hell.

2 comments:

Agent B said...

You are a great writer. The world needs to hear your words.

Start World Hunger said...

the first and most important step is to see the truth about compromise. way to go! next step-deal with it-not fun, but vital. i'm praying for you.