Monday, February 11, 2008

Let the Disappointment Ensue

So, just to let everyone know I withdrew from school. I wasn't able to handle everything that has been going on. The only area in my life that I could cut back on right now is school. I have a dr. appointment this Thursday, Feb. 14th to do a repeat Pap Smear. I plan on returning to school as soon as all this is under control.

This was a really hard decision for me. I hope everyone understands why I did it.

God is going to take care of this. He has to.

7 comments:

MONICA said...

Jennifer,
I only just read your previous comment and have been trying to digest all the feelings in my heart for you.
1. I was excited to hear you were in school.
2. I was smiling at your metaphor of dough that God was shaping.
3. I cried processing the word "cancer" in your post and the thought of it in your body.
4. I wondered how you would be able to concentrate on school.
5. I wanted to make a funny comment about Pam's comments, bc you are the funniest person I know and I wanted to make you laugh.
6. I erased my comment and decided I had to call you instead.
7. I posted other comments and decided I had to come back to yours too.
8. You just posted again!
9. There are no dissapointments--You are amazing!! (as my kids say)God is renewing you and He will take care of you!
And so will your friends! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Call me!

Pamelotta said...

I get the feeling from this post that you think maybe we are disappointed in you. Well, just to let you know, nothing could be further from the truth. I'm just sorry I was not available to talk to you when you needed it most. I feel like a lame-o when my sole means of communication with you is through the comments section on your blog. LAME-O!!!

I want you to do what's absolutely best for you right now. I would hate for you to kill yourself trying to do school and not get much out of it because the timing wasn't right and you were too preoccupied with your health to concentrate. When you do go to school, you are going to RAWK! You will get straight A's and every Walgreens within a tri-county area is going to want you!!!

(I have no idea where all the best pharmacists go when they graduate. All I could think of was Walgreens!)

Rachel said...

There is no disappointment here!! I believe that's what you had to do for right now. Doesn't mean you won't ever go back. . just not now. I don't think anyone is disappointed in that or in you!! You're still amazing -- pharmacist or not! I still believe you're going to be there one day. So what if it takes a semester longer than you planned.

I'm also believing that you are healed and they will find nothing.

anniepooinclyde said...

NEVER HAVE BEEN , NEVER COULD BE, DISAPPOINTED IN YOU SWEET GIRL.

AND AS FOR THE PAP-ITS DONE-ITS TAKEN CARE OF -NO CANCER-IN THE NAME OF JESUS.

Amanda said...

Seriously I don't know why you're even feeling that anyone could possibly be disappointed in you for the decision you made! And anyways, I've already told you that when you go to the doctor he's going to look at you crazy and tell you the other doctor was wrong! You're totally and fully healed. God took care of it before, the enemy is just wanting to destroy your faith because he knows how dangerous you are to him.

Start World Hunger said...

Isn't the word pap smear weird? Anyway, the only thing I'm disappointed about is that you never brought me Hairspray. Whatever....I guess I can live without seeing it again. At least Cole can. Love you girl.

Start World Hunger said...

Isn't the word pap smear weird? Anyway, the only thing I'm disappointed about is that you never brought me Hairspray. Whatever....I guess I can live without seeing it again. At least Cole can. Love you girl.