Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I See Dead People...Not Really, I See GOD!

Allright people. I am so PUMPED! I have been so close to God for the past week, well since Wednesday when He healed me. I have been seeing His visions and hearing him speak to my heart. Yay Jesus!

Anyway, let me continue. On Sunday when the song that talks about drinking from His cup and sitting at His feet, and feeling His heartbeat I heard God talk to me. Whenever I heard that song before, I would get a great sadness in my heart because I wanted that with my husband. I felt like the song spoke what a wife does with a husband. But on Sunday, when I was worshiping and singing that song I heard God tell me over and over I AM YOUR HUSBAND. I AM YOUR HUSBAND. I AM YOUR HUSBAND. He was stressing to me that HE was my husband. He loved me more than any man ever could. He wanted me to sit at his feet, He wanted me to lean on Him for support, He wanted to feel my heartbeat while I felt His. He wanted me as His wife. He wanted me to know what it felt like to know that He had chosen me to be His bride over any other. At WOW, we sang that song again. I heard God once again but He also gave me a vision this time. A lot of times when I am at home, I get really lonely. I feel like I am isolated and alone. In my vision I saw myself sitting on the couch watching T.V. as usual but beside me was Jesus. He was sitting where my husband would. I saw myself in the kitchen cooking (yes, it does happen without fires people) and he was in there talking to me like a husband would. I saw myself doing the laundry and there He was again. He showed me in my vision that He is just like a husband to me no matter what I am doing and no matter how alone I feel. I started weeping when I was singing because I finally got it. I got just how much Jesus loves me. I finally felt Him loving me so much it hurt. I feel His presence now. I feel Him! My true husband who will NEVER abandon me or be embarrassed of me.

7 comments:

Tangerine Tinselbreeze said...

Hey, I am married, and it is usually good, but nothing fills the void like God. I got It too. I was a weepy ninny yesterday cause He just kept kelling me over and over and over. Gotta love it.

High in Demand said...

OH my goodness Jennifer! That was a beautiful post! I'm so glad you felt how much God loves you. (I've known how much he loves you for awhile now.) Of course he is your husband! He is the best husband that a woman could ask for. How wonderful that God is with you all the time! He will never leave you and he will never be embarrassed by you. He will love you all your days.
I'm so thankful for this revelation that you have now! I'm so very very very proud of you! I love you dearly!

Ashlee said...

How awesome that Jesus is revealing His love for you!! I love how God is so faithful to reveal Himself when we pursue Him.

ericaprosser said...

That's awesome Jennifer. I guess Jesus doesn't care if you shave your legs or not! Happy V Day- love you-E

Francesca said...

I am so happy for you also. But I can't understand who wouldn't love you and be proud of you. You are a princess, royalty. When you think of your fuure husband you need to make sure he is good enough for you, not the other way around.

mccobbey said...

Threading - check this out:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eyebrow_threading

http://www.spaindex.com/Lifestyles/Threading.htm

My Pakistani friend does it.

Monica said...

Jennifer, I was so happy to hear your testimony Wed. at LG when you were healed .You were different then and every since, you are beaming like the radiant Bride of Christ you are. I thank GOD for the new revelation of His amazing love for you. He IS a loving Husband and He will meet your every need! He will never leave you or forsake you!